This is a journal entry from a few years ago. I was going to break it into two parts to make it more palatable, but I figured, why drag it out? Be forewarned, it is not for the faint of heart. My future posts will not all be this dark, I promise, but it feels important to shine the light on everything, in order to make it whole. There is no shame in pain, and from this dark night of visiting the demons came incredible transformation. My goal now is simply to share, with the h

Well, after decades of procrastination I finally, officially, began. To say "procrastination" is not exactly fair, or accurate, as everything has its time, and this book's time wasn't then, it is now. I'll be sharing bits and pieces, just because. This is, perhaps, where I will begin. We'll see... Chapter 1 We waited anxiously at the window for his arrival. It had been nearly 30 years since he and I had seen each other and none of us knew what to expect. He sent a text l